Ofy sat at the kitchen table gazing out over Light Point
Pond, sipping her morning coffee it was the depths of the January winter’s silence.
Wondering to herself she sighed– just how had she ever gotten this far? Sensing
somehow she was in the throes of a major personal transformation and also
knowing all her past steps and life events and choices had brought her to this
exact moment, time and place.
The past four or five years were major transformational pieces
she was not able to process or see close-up. Not until stepping away from them and
sort of sitting outside herself was she actually able to review and see ‘just what had transpired’. Ofy knew in
her heart she had always been living someone else’s life, by someone else’s
rules. Always outside of her true self. She no longer seemed to care nor did it really matter what happened in her
past, she stopped seeking answers to those epoch’s and different stages of her
life and decided instead to look forward to a brighter future that she would
now embrace as her own. She sensed she had learned many more lessons than she
gave herself credit for, she also knew whatever she did not absorb correctly
life would bring back around for her to try it all over again. This time; life would
be by her rules & her responsibilities - finally releasing the sense and feeling
that she somehow was responsible for the rest of the world or owed someone else
something else. She owed Ofy her full and undivided attention henceforth.
Ofy felt lighter - but only just a little, she knew the
unknown darkness that appeared before would soon fade and be followed by an
infinite light of knowing, and believing, that all she ever dreamed of was
truly possible and actually unfolding in every moment. This morning was the
REAL realization that Ofy was finally waking up. She was READY.
